[Chewing her nail.] But the last times we talked about it was before he passed out and I blew up at BowTie Doctor. And for Valentine's Day...
Whoooooooo
[Bloooows hair.] Well no... we kind of talked when I won him at the date and I told him I won other people too and I said--
Well he said --
It didn't really...
Sooooooooo on Valentine's Day Jack begged us all to go to the Fair and I ditched Fluffy so he'd be with Martha and Jack and hid out with Koishi, my hair was all black too. So annoying. [Face scrunch.]
And Guitarist...
[Uuuuuuuuugh stomach knots. What, he "gets it"? She didn't ask how he spent his Valentines. With his wife? Or was Bowtie with her? Or did it matter? It should matter. It should. But if it matters the only thing it does is make her feeeeeel things that no one wants her to feel and she's tired of feeling it.] I told him... Fluffy.... That I --
[She avoided telling him she hadn't meant to win him. He told her he understood it now. That she was the best in her own way. That it was a separate thing from Jack and Martha.]
[Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd Rose just.......... lied to him and didn't correct him or start a fight or --]
[Rose groans and covers her face with a pillow.]
[And drops it.]
He always gets his way. He said he understood it now, that I should have other people than him in my life but he understood he was the best and --
[Upside down gestures with her hands and puts the pillow back over her face, muffling her growling and chewing on it.]
[Drops the pillow again with a scowl.] He's not even wrong. See my problem? He is irreplaceable. I don't want to replace him. I'm not trying to forget him. And I DID tell him this was a one time only thing, but no I don't think that stuck, and just whatever I'll deal with it when it comes up.
[Lightly pounding forhead with fist before doing a sit up and flailing on her bed like an annoyed dog.] Stupid stupid Rose.
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Re: Feb. 17th / Video/ Locked
Date: 2018-03-13 07:08 pm (UTC)[Chewing her nail.] But the last times we talked about it was before he passed out and I blew up at BowTie Doctor. And for Valentine's Day...
Whoooooooo
[Bloooows hair.] Well no... we kind of talked when I won him at the date and I told him I won other people too and I said--
Well he said --
It didn't really...
Sooooooooo on Valentine's Day Jack begged us all to go to the Fair and I ditched Fluffy so he'd be with Martha and Jack and hid out with Koishi, my hair was all black too. So annoying. [Face scrunch.]
And Guitarist...
[Uuuuuuuuugh stomach knots. What, he "gets it"? She didn't ask how he spent his Valentines. With his wife? Or was Bowtie with her? Or did it matter? It should matter. It should. But if it matters the only thing it does is make her feeeeeel things that no one wants her to feel and she's tired of feeling it.] I told him... Fluffy.... That I --
[She avoided telling him she hadn't meant to win him. He told her he understood it now. That she was the best in her own way. That it was a separate thing from Jack and Martha.]
[Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd Rose just.......... lied to him and didn't correct him or start a fight or --]
[Rose groans and covers her face with a pillow.]
[And drops it.]
He always gets his way. He said he understood it now, that I should have other people than him in my life but he understood he was the best and --
[Upside down gestures with her hands and puts the pillow back over her face, muffling her growling and chewing on it.]
[Drops the pillow again with a scowl.] He's not even wrong. See my problem? He is irreplaceable. I don't want to replace him. I'm not trying to forget him. And I DID tell him this was a one time only thing, but no I don't think that stuck, and just whatever I'll deal with it when it comes up.
[Lightly pounding forhead with fist before doing a sit up and flailing on her bed like an annoyed dog.] Stupid stupid Rose.